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A Dose of Reality; With a Side of Crazy

           As much as I complain about Ohio looking the same, I can’t say that it looks ugly. It’s actually a pretty nice place, very picturesque, sort of Stepford and perfect but pretty nonetheless. I’ve been staring at this blank page on my Mac for the last 30 minutes thinking about what I want to write. I called my Mom instead of thinking about it, I guess I’m pretty good at procrastinating in literally every part of my life. I suppose I’ll just update you on my life, because I can’t seem to think about a topic of consequence, just be prepared for me to ramble. Although if any of you actually converse with me in real life you know that I tend to do that anyways.             I’ve been doing this internship thing in Ohio, it’s actually a lot harder than I thought. I have to say it made me question whether I was choosing the right major, if this is really what I want to do with my life. Coming back for Kim’s wedding was something I looked forward to because for once I was actually a

Dancing in the Rain, Sans Umbrella

          Life, it’s this enigma we all have to live. It’s this path we all have to travel, no one knows where it ends and no one can tell you where to go but we’re all told just to keep moving. It’s this ongoing struggle to make it through and sometimes we get to the end and we wonder where all the time went and did we even get to where we wanted to be. Life, it’s something I’m told I should have figured out by now but I think in the last 3 years of my life I’ve become even more confused on where I want to go and what I want to do and who I want to be with me when I do it. When you’re growing up you’re told you have all these options, there are so many possibilities but then you hit 18 and they say, “be realistic.”             I think in the last month I’ve learned a lot more about myself more than I have ever known before. I’ve been put in situations where I have to adapt and put myself out there. My biggest fear has always been not doing things right, I feel like I have to be per